I will marry christian Bale.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in africa in our fabulous House.
		We will have 0 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a brown 1969 dodge charger.
		I will spend my days as a profesional couch potato, and live happily ever after.

Date:	2007-11-07 17:03
Subject:	Thoughts that plague me...
Security:	Public
Mood:	confused

Wonderful things are happening in my life right now, so why do I feel like a person that is drowning and all you can see is my nose above water?
I have a beast inside of me that feels like it has been poked to many times by the kids [not Wyatt or Aubrey just people in general] with sticks. I want to rip off my own head.
I have decided I'm not depressed I just feel like I have been taken advantage of for far too long. I don't know how to be forthright with out giving offense.
How does one lose such a big part of themselves and not know how to get it back?

Date:	2007-09-02 00:59
Subject:	Abcence makes the heart grow fonder.
Security:	Public
Mood:	lonely

Jessica where are you?

Date:	2007-07-24 08:47
Subject:	Rude Awakening!!!
Security:	Public
Mood:	pissed off

Ok so last night after I was done with the computer which made it about 3 in the morning;I went to bed. The next thing I know Rick is jumping out of bed because he didn't hear the alarm go off. Well neither did I! So I doze off again... Then the next thing I know he is walking around and slamming things telling me thanks for turning off his alarm!!! At this point I'm awake going What the fuck?! I look over to my right and there is Wyatt so in my head I automatically think that duh wouldn't you blame the 2 year old for your phone being out of place and the alarm turned off on it? So now I guess he can't come home for a couple of days and what ever else because he's been late to many times. What an ass hole!!! What the fuck did I do to him?

Date:	2007-06-28 11:34
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	infuriated

I am beyond pissed off for the events that are taking place in my life at this time especially because I don't understand how I got caught in the crossfire. What one person sees isn't always what another sees.
When do I get to live my life without other people telling me how to live it.
I fucking hate drama and people who live for it!

Date:	2007-06-23 11:59
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	happy

So yesterday was the Thach BBQ on Coronado Beach. There were games like tug a war, volleyball, pie throwing, racing, horse shoes, and sumo wrestling. I had a blast! Most of the time I was playing volleyball with Rick and Darian. Usually I can be a  bit of a fuddy dutty  about the beach because of the sand and the places it likes to go on your body even while clothed. I still had a really good time rolling around in the sand and diving for the ball. So I think we are going to make it a once a week thing where we go to Coronado Beach and BBQ and play volleyball. I don't even mind the burn I have today Ha ha it feels good to be out of my bubble.

Date:	2007-06-18 11:53
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	drunk

Date:	2007-05-29 11:20
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	bored

I got nothin.